Oh Hank.....c'mon, leave Frosty alone.

Just a little tree collage for my girl's to see.

...and the festivities begin!

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Thanksgiving with the family!

Thanksgiving 2010

Nothing much......

Well I have not written in a while. Don't know why. I have not been that busy, just lazy I guess or just maybe reflective to the point of not being able to choose the right words to express my thoughts. The girls are fine. Thriving if you will in a good way. Megan, conquering Hamilton in huge way, despite missing home in a real way, possibly bigger than a huge way. Lauren, challenged with the prospect of "life after school" and getting prepared for the finale of college, but not ready to admit that she is armed and ready. Is she? Only she will be able to answer that in a year or two when we are all together and she lets us in on all the thoughts she has now about the reasons for going to college in the first place. How did it prepare her? How did it seduce her? What was the point? Is she ready to take on the world like the rest of us? I don't know, and I would be willing to guess she really doesn't know right now either. I do know with certainty though, that she has had a very fulfilling college experience and has made friendships equal or even more substantial on an emotional level, as her high school ones. She has grown, matured and flourished ( how cliche) but true and I am confident she is ready to go on detached from the college buffer, into our world of ambiguity and vulnerability and complete self empowerment. She will make the decisions necessary to define her life. She will thrive and love those completely that surround her and support her in doing so. She will be OK, better than OK. I know she will be just fine.

Why say all this? I don't know. I just wanted to think out loud and I know that when I write it down I feel lighter and happier. I believe what I think to be true and I believe in my kids.

I know that we are going through a big transformation now with our kids and I am not going to miss it. I want to be a part of the ugly or wonderful happenings that come out of this period in our lives. Megan a freshman, young and vulnerable. Always questioning her choices her motives and all her efforts. Frightened at times and overwhelmed. Austin, a sophomore, feisty, withdrawn at times and yet still receptive to our suggestions. Relaxed and naive, happy.

Busy. That is what I am . Thinking all the time. Remembering, teaching and learning about my kids. Exhausted right now. Who ever said we worry more when they are young? Not true.

Hank and his Pumpkin

So, I had this little tiny pumpkin and thought I would see what Hank would do. He was so funny with it. Earlier he was eating leaves and carrying them all over the place but when he saw the pumpkin he got really excited. I finally did have to take it because I knew he would absolutely find a way to eat the whole thing, guaranteed. He has been really cute and good lately, especially with all the rain we have been having. Time to take him for a long walk.

Whistler here we come.....

Still love this picture of the kids up at Whistler tis summer. Thought I would post it to get us excited to return up there this winter after Christmas. Megan is the only one of us yet to ski there and I know she will LOVE it. It's like skiing on the moon. Starting to make all the dinner reservations now. What to do on News Year's Eve?! thinking Araxi....?

Crystal Mountain before the snow! 2010

The gondola is coming along and is to be starting up on the 10th of Dec. We had so much fun taking Hank up to look and run around. Should be a good year if we can get the snow. Fingers crossed. Hank loved it and ran just about every where!